My friend Betty said something really interesting yesterday. She said that our year abroad will change us a lot. We will come back different people and our original friends will not understand us or our experiences. Betty and Catalina have had years abroad before this year and apparently they said everyone changes, from our morals to our personalities.

I just can't see it happening. I really can't.

I will still be the geeky girl obsessed with Doctor Who and Sherlock, I will still have has many posters in my room of those two series as I do DVDs. I will still be the naive girl who has had absolutely no concept of what people are referring to when they say certain things. I will be waiting for someone to notice me (Benedict Cumberbatch, I'm still waiting for you) and hopefully, I will still always have this instinct to feel guilty and try to please people.

If I do change, I hope I change for the better. I'd quite like to be less of a doormat which Laura (see Laura you are mentioned in my blog :P) says she can already see is starting to happen. I'd also love to banish most of my insecurities and be more confident but ha, I do not think that will ever happen. I also know I will never lose my friends back at home. I am so lucky to have them. I don't think that will happen.