I just want to buy all the sports clothes I can. Especially from Nike. They all look so amazing and I WANT THEM ALL. On Tumblr they all have really cute slogan tops and I want one. I also want a sports bra. I just want the bright colourful sports clothes and I want to exercise and run around in them and feel good about myself. Instead I am usually tugging at my clothes as the others around me in the gym look so glamorous whilst I stand there awkwardly. Ah well!!! When I have the money right?

I'm not that interested in any dresses etc at the moment as I want to get them when I reach my target weight. A little reward for me, kind of thing. At the moment I have to find a tape measure to measure myself for my friend's wedding and I am dreading it! I don't want to give my measurements yet when I have such a long way to go before I hit my target weight!!! But she said she would alter it by next summer if I lost weight, which kind of sounded like a challenge in my head, so I was immediately geared up and ready to continue this hard long battle down 'safe' dieting hill.

I had my first Juice day yesterday (planning on doing one a week). It was ok. i got hungry but the smoothies were nice. It is too expensive to make my own as I would have to buy a blender and all the fruit each week so I just buy small bottles of smoothie for that day. I cheated by having soup in the evening but in these cold cold cold winter days I think that'll be ok. It's still all very cleansing. It's weird how much you wish you could chew something though whilst you are on a juice day.

Anyway, small, rather uninteresting update from me! Hope you're well x